How far could one go into his or her own mind to find something really exciting? Just when I was starting to wonder if I had done it all, something new and exciting comes along, turns me on and keeps my mind so full of erotic sexual fun that I can masturbate about the same scenario for weeks after the initial incident.

I recently went to visit an old girlfriend of mine named Julia. We used to go out together, and for whatever the reasons, the relationship didn't last, but we always managed to keep in touch with one another. Even though we both live very separate lives, we still share our deepest thoughts and secrets. There are some things that even our spouses don't know about. We just get along that way I suppose. We talk about sex often, too.

Sometimes we tell each other our fantasies, and about our erotic encounters. Even though our talk was hot, our personal meetings never were. Just two good friends sitting down together for some conversation. Her being sexually adventurous, she purchased a vibrator. Julia and I sometimes even had phone sex together while she used it. I always thought vibrators were for women only, but about 2 years ago I tried one that a friend (a guy) had on myself. To this day, she always wondered how I talked my friend into letting me try his, and teases me about a possible sexual fling I would have had with that other guy.

When I went to visit her last, I asked to see her vibrator. She brought out a vibrator that looked like a real cock. White skin, about 7.5". I turned it on and the vibration was just like the one I had tried on myself that time a few years ago. I asked her if I could actually try it on myself. I took it into the bathroom and closed the door.

While in the bathroom, I dropped my pants to the floor, turned on the vibrator and began to rub it up and down my legs, near my slowly growing bulge. I rubbed it over my cock, and slowly inserted it into my underwear. It wasn't until I looked down that I really saw what I was doing for the first time. The image in my mind flashed so brightly that I felt a rush of nervousness through my body. I was holding, a cock in my hand and rubbing it against myself! This was no ordinary vibrator. I found that I was having a true homosexual fantasy, and I was enjoying it.

I rubbed it against my cock and teased it to a full erection. Just as I was going to insert the vibrator into my underwear a second time, Julia came through the door, asking if she could watch. At first I was embarrassed, of course, but we talked and saw so much of each other, and since this was our favorite subject anyway, I felt no need to continue to be embarrassed.

I moved the vibrator against my cock, not too hard because the sensation would make me come in a second, and I wanted this to last a while. Julia began saying how this looked like two men making out together. I always wanted to see two guys go at it, she said. She took the vibrator and rubbed my cock lightly with it, then turned me around, turned off the vibrator, and began to rub my ass with it. She reached around and began to stroke my cock. After a moment I turned again and found that she had inserted the vibrator into her jeans.

After a few seconds on her, she pointed the vibrator away from her, and locked it into her jeans with the zipper so that it looked like a cock hanging out of a man. She then went down on me and began to suck my cock, telling me to pretend that it was a guy doing it to me. After a few moment she stood up and I dropped to my knees and began to give a blow job to the vibrator.

As we moved from the bathroom to the bedroom we continued to suck each other off in this way. Even though she did not really feel anything, she enjoyed what she was doing for me. She was giving me a fantasy, and since she was always interested in the idea herself, she was enjoying it quite a bit. We stripped completely and continued to play with the vibrator, her using it on my cock, and me using it on her pussy. We told each other stories of BI-sexual lust while we masturbated and came together, our energy spent.

I haven't been back to try again, but we still talk and masturbate together on the phone. Maybe we'll try again.

Jessica Lovecraft